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MY HEART'S HAVEN
A storm could
darken and thrash the skies
The sun could
wither and scorch the earth.
Yet, in the oasis of
your mesmerizing eyes,
that incandescent smile,
and your warm hands enveloping mine,
I feel safe.
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bring me along when you leave for that world, baby
I'm tired of all this abuse. I've never thought of our relationship this way until now. Because I feel guilty, because I feel like I'll always be insufficient, I let you blame me for things - for why we didn't work out, for why even though we are both trying again, we are still failing, for why you haven't quit smoking, for why you feel stressed.
Normally, I would take all the blame, let people say what they want, because after a while, people forget. But this time, it's really too much. I'm sick of all this blame. I'm sick of all this abuse. A relationship should never be like this... and I said I would never let myself go through such things. I don't know why I'm allowing you to do this to me this time. But it has got to stop.
And now's about time.
steal my soul; 11:28 PM
